Where do I start.
Am I still in the same place? Have I moved forward at all?
I don’t know, that is my honest answer. I have had a lot thrown at me in this last year. I’ve lost both of my parents, I don’t even know if it’s fair on me to judge me for moving forward.
But I still feel stuck, still feel I have more to give, still feel I am struggling to move forward.
I think I need to give myself a little space and just be forgiving, I need to gather myself, my strengths, I will move forward, I am determined.
I so hope I can put a positive comment on here soon. But also, I hope my, I am not going to say failings, my not achieving because of other outside emotions, will help others to realise we are all human and we just need to go easy on ourselves.
Still trying to move forward… and I will.My dad, my hero, so strong in his love for my mum x
I am still struggling with illness, and lack of enthusiasm and time due to “The most wonderful time of the year”
But enough is enough, kick ass time, get out that list of gratitude and add to it.
That was what I needed, l pushed myself to go to my belly dancing class and as soon as I walked in I saw a lady whom I knew came from Spain.
One of my plans is to live in Spain for 6 months of the year. So I’ve decided learning to speak Spanish would be a really good idea. So I jumped in and after the usual “Hi how are You’s” I asked her if she would teach me a phrase in Spanish each week. She was more than happy to and started me off with “Beuno dias” “Beuno notchas” and “Beuno tardis” (please forgive my spelling. I’m learning to speak Spanish not write it yet)
Armed with my newly learned Spanish greeting and smiling profusely I welcomed my work colleague into the class, well, how shocked was I when she replied to me in Spanish!
It’s amazing how the power of attraction works.
Now at work we are all greeting each other in Spanish which is great for me as retaining these Spanish words is difficult, I need to keep speaking them.It has brought with it much laughter and has lifted me again.
I’ve had no time for writing on here or learning the new skills I need to learn to move my life forward…….. But “hey, I’ve just contradicted myself” Here I am writing my blog about a new skill I am learning.
So illness has slowed my progress, but there is progress.
I have also been following https://mbawantrepreneur.com/
Reading his last post I know I need to reach out to more believers, so that is on my list of”To Do’s” over Xmas.